more confidence.. lost count of the amount of times I have felt unhappy going out because I have felt flabby and gross

to feel better talking to people and not worrying they are judging me on how I look

to feel better naked

to feel better wearing bathers and actually wanting to go to the beach

to not have a muffintop hanging over my size 14 shorts

to not have to wear baggy clothes to hide my body

to be able to wear skinny jeans again

to get rid of the only pants that fit me- leggings

to not having my stomach poking out in shirts

to not have my fat wobble everywhere when I walk or run

to not have cellulite on my legs when I sit down

to stop getting stretch marks from gaining weight

to wear cuter workout clothes

to not feel judgement at the gym

to feel better next to my smaller, skinnier friends

better health

to feel like I have accomplished something worthwhile for myself

to not feel so puffy and bloated

to not feel horrible in every photo taken

to not feel so bad when I eat some junk

because lifes to short to not be happy

to not feel like I have to cover my legs when I sit down

to wear cuter clothes and actually find nice things without feeling like I am too fat to wear it

to be able to walk along the beach in a bikini and not feel like everything is wobbling everywhere

to be FITTER

to say you did it

to not get embarrassed anymore when I have to tell people how much I weigh

to feel toned.. thighs, arms, belly

to actually be excited about summer, not dreading it

to be able to have bad food every now and then

to be able to eat maintainence calories again

to laugh when people call you fat as a joke.. not take it to heart

to not feel like this anymore

because its easier to maintain and lose a couple of kilos than 20

to feel light

people thinking your a health nut and a gym freak

no fat rolls

putting on a tshirt and shorts and not feeling gross

being ok with the first outfit you choose and not change over and over again

to have people stare at you for all the right reasons

to not be worried when people are behind you at the gym when your working out. no worries about my flab wobbling all in their face!

to be super proud of myself